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Monday, February 28, 2011

Kesedihan aQu



hOla semua…!!...

hapuskan air mataku jagan bersedih !! this title untuk blog kali ini… J
cinta, pertemuan, jodoh dan maut semua ditangan Allah …. Aku memilih, Allah menentukanya walaupun kita bercinta lama mana pun klu da xda jdoh mmg xda laa…. Kita sebagai umatnyer kena menerima dan bersabar dengan ketentuanya… mgkin perit bg kita untuk laluinya.. tp… kita harus cube untuk menerima kenyataan… J mmg kenagan kita bersama org yg kita syang xmgkin dilupakan.. cube untuk melupakan segala kngan yg terpahat tue… buang jauh2 jagan berputus asa… biar la kita merana sekarg dari kita merana dikemudian hari… J

ayat pasrah nye adek???

Hahaha ye ayat mmg pasrah…. Bertahun lama ku tggu saat yg bahgia tetiba lenyap begitu sja… kehidupan ceria dhulu bertukar seedy dgan masalah yg muncul… L ia muncul secra tetiba shnggakan aku terkejut dgan apa yg berlaku… berthun ku tggu orang yangku syg menjdi penyeri hidupku… tetapi…… akhirnye semua dalam mimpi ja… hidup aku sekrg sepi tanpa sesiapa disisi aku…. Mgkin dahulu dia pendorng kepada aku dan pembimbing kepada aku… tp sekrg aku menyesuaikan diri untuk hidup bersseorangan… dia yg sentiasa berda disisi ku akhirnye hilg cm tue ja… L

Bis tue adek??? Ape jdi??

Errmmm…. Mgkin km dua xde jdoh jadi perhubgan kmi terhenti disini saja… aku dan dia dah pun putus pertunangan…. L selama 3 thun aku dan dia mnjga perhubgan ini bg memstikan semuanyer ok…. Selama 3thun bnyak kngan yg km lalui bersama… suka duka bersama, susah senng bersama semuanyer km lalui bersama… sehnnggakan km dua diramalkan akan berkahwin taun nie bulan 9 @ 11 nie akhirnya menjdi sebuah mimpi yg geri bg aku….bertapa seedy dan kecewanye apabila aku dikatan putus tunng… cincin yg dijari tanda pertunngan aku harus dikeluarkan…L peritnye ………… begitu sja hungan km diputuskan…. Betapa luka yg jatuh pon sakit inikan pula hati yg sakit….. parut yg dilukakan msih lagi ade… aku ingatkan km dua ade jdoh dan dia la cinta awal dan akhir aku… tp tidak !!... aku sedih dgan apa yg berlaku… aku beserah jika dia bukan miliku… L

Sekarg cm ner??

Kami dua dah buat haluan msing2…. Pada mulanyer dia menerimaku semula tetapi xda khbar berita lgsung dri dia… aku seedy dia lagsng xpdulukan aku… mgkin dia dah lupakan aku…. Akhirnye… km dua utuskan untuk berpisah...... jalan yg terbaik…. Aku syg dia cm ner dia syg aku…pertama kali dia memgang erat tgan aku sambil berkata “maafkan b andai b lakukan kesalahan… b janji akan jga d sebaik mgkin… kita bina hidup baru buka buku baru… b xkan kecewakan hati d lagi……” dia kata padaku dan mengeluarkan air mata yg xpenh aku lihat diwajahnya…. Aku seedy dan aku menerima dan menjga dia smula… itu la kali trakhir yang aku lihat kegembiraan diwajahnya….  Aku senang klu lihat dia gembira….

so boley lupakan dia ka???

Alhamdulillah….. aku dah boley lupakan dia… kngan antra km pon dah aku buang jauh2 dalm hidup aku…. Dia boley lupakan aku so aku pon blh lupakan dia… adakala aku ingat dia tp aku wat xtaw ja… mgkin jarak km yg jauh boley aku lupakan dia…. Hidup aku pon dah berubah…. Aku dah x mcm dhulu… gadis nakal yg degil xdegar ckp…tp kli nie aku dah berubah….  Berubah sgt…. Sentiasa ssembhyg dan berdoa untuk kebhagiaan aku dan keluarga…. Alhamdulillah aku berjya mengubah hidup aku…. Thanks kawan2… dan keluarga aku yg dah bnyak bantu aku…..  aku hargai semuanya….. J

Mcm mane pkara nie berlku???

Salah faham ….. percakapan km tergantung ….. cerita yg aku citakan pada dia adalah gurauan semata2…. Tapi dia mgangap pkara ini berlaku… keputusan terburu2 dia mnyebakan km dua diputuskan….. aku berserah… dan aku meminta maaf sebb xseharusnya aku bergurau degan pkara cm tue….. aku ingt dia ok… mulut aku nie mmg jaat… L sorry….

Sekrg ok???

Ya… sekrag aku ok jew… adenya keluarga dan sahabat yg sering bg sokongan bertmbh semgat aku… aku ingin mulakan hidup bru…. Lupakan dia dan knganya… mengangap bhwa yg km tiada jdoh… now aku pon dah boley lupakan dia…. Lupakan dia sepnuhnya… thanks pada “someone” yg dah bnyak bg nasihat dan bg aku lupakan dia… dan thanks pada sahbat serumah aku yg bnyak bg sokngan thanks I love u all…. J

P/s pada sidia: thanks coz selama ni muncul dalm diri d… halalkan segalanyer… kita terma takdir bhwa kita xda jodoh… d mmg sgt mencintai b tp semuanyer dah berakhir… b adalh yg terbaik untuk d… b berubah la sikap menjdi seorng yg bertgungjawab… Ad jika d lakukan kesalahn… d dah lama maafkan b… crilah wanita yg baik dan boley mnjga sebaik mgkin… d akan mendoakan kebhgiaan b… xperlu la kita bermusuhan.. sesgguhnya itu adalah benda yg hina… jaga la diri dan jaga mak baik2… cintailah org lain seprtimana b cintakan d… d janji d xkan mncul lagi dalm hidup b… be happy… kawen nnti jagn lupa jemput k… J kerja elok2… ok good luck !!


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Stellieto...

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

::..LOVE..:: MSG !!


Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why it’s called falling in love, because you don’t force yourself to fall, you just fall.
Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman, but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and an day to love someone… but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else, but it’s more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
If love is the answer , can you please repeat the question?
Faith makes all things possible. Love makes them easy. I believe that to truly Love, is the ultimate __expression of the will to live. A heart that truly loves is forever young.
Love makes life so confusing, but without love would you really want to live?
Do you love me because I am beautiful or am I beautiful because I am loved?
Love me now, love me never, but if you love me, love me forever.
Three things of life that are most valuable – Love, self-confidence & friends.
To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world.
Love is like heaven, but it can hurt like hell.
Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one making you cry?
He taught me how to love, but not how to stop.
Of all forms of caution, caution in love is the most fatal.
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
Many a young lady does not realize just how strong her love for a young man is until he fails to pass the approval test with her parents.
Is it better for a woman to marry a man who loves her than a man she loves.
Give her two red roses, each with a note. The first note says ‘For the woman I love’ and the second, ‘For my best friend.’
A good marriage is like a casserole, only those responsible for it really know what goes in it.
No one is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love, true love, is that which can give the most without asking or demanding anything in return.
Where there is love, there is God also. ~ Leo Tolstoy ~
All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love. ~ Leo Tolstoy ~
Love cures people — both the ones who give it and the ones who receive it. ~ Dr. Karl Milnage ~
One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love. ~ Sophocles ~
It is wrong to think that love comes from long companionship and persevering courtship. Love is the offspring of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment, it will not be created for years or even generations. ~ Khalil Gibran ~
When they asked me what I loved most about life, I smiled and said you. ~ Tina ~
Just because you know someone doesn’t mean you love them, and just because you don’t know people doesn’t mean you can’t love them. You can fall in love with a complete stranger in a heartbeat, if God planned that route for you. So open your heart to strangers more often. You never know when God will throw that pass at you. ~ Heather Grove ~
Love… What is love? Love is to love someone for who they are, who they were, and who they will be. ~ Chris Moore ~
Why do you say you love me, if you are only going to leave me? ~ Julia ~
;Love is like a river, always changing, but always finding you again somewhere down the road. ~ Kelly Elaine ~
Love is a language spoken by everyone , but understood only by a heart. ~ Shirley Rindani ~
People need love even when they don’t deserve it. ~ Nikki Ledbetter ~
For every word you say, another piece of my heart you take. ~ Tiara Johnson ~
Maybe God put a few bad people in your life, so when the right one came along you’d be thankful. ~ Andrea Kiefer ~
Love the heart that hurts you, But never hurt the heart that loves you.
Love me for a reason, let the reason be love.
It doesn’t take a reason to love someone, but it does to like someone. You don’t love someone because you want to, you love someone because you are destined too. It’s because you fall in Love with them, that you then try to find a reason, but you always come up with the answer, No reason!
Love is the beginning of all the joy which nature has store for us.
Never say goodbye when you still want to try. Never give up when you still feel you can take it. Never say you don’t love a person when you can’t let go. ~ Dons ~
                                                     

                Stellieto..